Hey everybody. I don't know my weight because I'm afraid of getting on the scale. :( but i can't fit in my fave pants. I bet my 'friends'are real happy now that im FAT and can hardly wear my clothes. I fuckin hate them...but i can't tell them that, becaus then they'll know that i'm back with Ana. I've been drinking nothing but diet green tea and eating nothing but veggies for the last week...i woke up this morning feeling a binge coming on...I'm worried. :( I hope i can stay strong!