Showing posts with label tricks. Show all posts
Showing posts with label tricks. Show all posts

Thursday, November 19, 2009

I should be doing my school work.

Hey hey hey. Today was an okay day. My friend brought a couple of cups of Maruchan instant lunch today. To make them less suspicious, I accepted a cup. I only sipped about half of the container of broth and a couple of ramen noodles. When they turned their back, I dumped the contents into garbage bin. When somebody commented on how quickly I had apparently eaten my noodles, I giggled and said "Yeah, I love these things! Yum!" That should throw them off the ana trail for awhile. Anyway, I ate nothing but that and an apple, a half of a sandwich, and some diet Dr. Pepper today.
I don't usually drink soda, but I felt a binge coming on, and I have discovered that Diet Dr. Pepper really helps get rid of a urge to binge. I feel like I'm indulging, when I'm really not consuming any calories. Also, there's somehting about the carbonation of it that just makes me not want to eat...anyway, that's my tip of the day! Bye bye!

Friday, October 30, 2009

My Heart Belongs to Ana

Hello my skinny minis!
Sorry I haven't posted in a while. I guess I haven't had much to say.
I found out yesterday that my ex hasn't even broken up with his current girlfriend yet. What the hell?! What am I, a side thing? Ugh! He is NOT worth my time OR my energy. I am dedicating myself to ana, full on, and putting boys on the side. You hear that? My heart belongs to ANA! And I know that she'll never leave me.
Fortunately, I couldn't eat after I heard this. I haven't eaten in a few days, xcept for the .5 apple I ate yesterday and today. Unfortunetly, tomorrow is you-know-what and my friend invited me over to her house. How am I going to hide my non-eating? Tips, any body?